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Yu Chih ∙ JessieDaisuke
23 August 1987
Taiwan ∙ Singapore


沒在怕的拉~~
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Monday, June 30, 2008

混乱

昨天回家的路上突然很感伤,很恐惧,突然害怕很多东西。
怕黑暗,怕明天,怕未来,怕人性,怕改变,怕时间,怕不知道的事情,怕自信这种东西,怕你珍惜的朋友其实不怎么喜欢你,怕你自觉得做得很好的地方其实做得很糟糕,怕你眼前的世界其实都不是你所看到的这样,怕你觉得对的东西,只是你自以为是。

可能是白天睡太多了,晚上总特别容易胡思乱想。
凌晨五点我还睡不着,很多情绪跟影像像走马灯一样一直闪过,交错,很混乱。

很多看不清的画面和厘不清的想像,一直冲击着脑袋,总感觉一闭上眼睛就要卷进混乱的漩涡里面一样,很可怕也很不好受。

不知道为什么会突然有这样的感觉,让我想起《深海寻人》的女主角,在海底性情大变亲手刺死男友,脑袋想像出自己正在经历各种各样的恐怖遭遇,在一切归为平静后,所有的事都不知到底是真实还是虚幻的。

是否曾经看过你的头和墙壁以时速计算的速度靠近的画面?那是一种内心深层散发出的恐惧感,真得很难形容。





时光 | 珍惜

finally met up with e funny bunch of frens today.
these are the days n times tt i really treasured..
forgetting the overdued work, forgetting tt still got work tmr, jus sit down talk n laugh like nobody's business..
i think we re the noisiest in xin wang tt when we don talk, the whole place just went silent..
haha bt who cares.
真的很开心,我们又聚在一起了=D



haha i like this photo!
and ly looks as if hes a busybody from nx table tt jus chap in anyhow. haha =D

though im quite sad tt jianhua and ximei didnt perform.. 欺骗我们的感情 T_T

Finally theres sth to look forward to before china immersion!
We are going Hanoi in aug!!! well if nothing goes wrong, which i sincerely hoped not.
really hoped to go overseas together this time, if not its going to be hard for us to suit everyone's timing after sept.
Cos dear frens going Australia :')

突然有很多感触,很多话想说,可是明天还是很残酷地要上班,所以还是睡觉吧。
亲爱的朋友们,晚安 =)




Friday, June 27, 2008

沉淀 | 沉静

最近很喜欢没冷气的双层公车。
是在像93这种到了晚上就没车的路段,而且要坐在最后面一排左边的位置,冷风咧咧的吹,头发乱七八糟的飞,也可以很爽。
这种时候,也很喜欢想事情,轰隆隆的引擎声加上 blasting 的好音乐,很喜欢这样没有拘束的感觉。
虽然偶尔会有肥料或车的废气飘进来,但都显得无关紧要拉。
很好的一种解压方法。


and i like my cap =D


哦对了,星期一的时候忘记说,
包小松,几帅一下。

=P




Thursday, June 26, 2008

遇到好艺人拉~

我发现我是喜欢现场演唱的。
演唱人的肢体语言通过环境和气氛,总能让我想一些事情,所以很享受听现场的过程,当然如果演唱者能给人一种舒服的感觉,就太完美拉。

昨天中午听到 hm 大讲特讲品冠的 nice 之处,但由于本人并没有很注意品冠,所以没啥感觉,直到晚上又去933的不插电凑热闹,我跟你说,品冠真的很赞!
不可否认他是那种会让女生把他树立为结婚对象的人,很有气质而且给人一种舒服的感觉,(no wonder you can enjoy interviewing him),而且他感觉蛮为主持人着想,会帮忙接话和互动,不是那种被动的艺人。

然后,最重要的是他的演唱,omg,是好听的咯!
而且他的吉他 damn zai! 超厉害 can!
而且很喜欢他的现场反应,不会死气沉沉,不需要惊喜,我们要的是一把认真的好声音。
我觉得一个艺人在表演的时候能让我觉得,omg 是爽的咯,而且可以让我听完现场后去听他专辑,他就很成功。

以前都不觉得,可是听完他的现场后,还蛮喜欢他的歌给我的感觉,让我想起以前的一些事,很感动也很奇妙。
再加上很舒服的声音,和他温和的气质,加分。

品冠 really rock! *竖起大拇指*

之后带他去972。
他很斯文很客气,不是那种以为自己出道久就了不起的艺人,谦虚有礼貌,加多多分!!
可能你可以说他已经懂得根媒体打交道,可是是很容易看得出的,他是不一样的,蛮真诚。
而且他有说谢谢,看得出不是敷衍的。
不知道为什么,谢谢这个字明明就很简单,有些人就是不认识这个字。

终于遇到好艺人拉~ *热泪盈眶*
品冠一定会继续在歌坛占一席之地的!
开始挺品冠~ woohoo!


题外话
有一个人跟品冠蛮像得eh,眼睛小小戴黑框眼镜,笑的时候眼睛就不见了,不过气质倒不太像。


又到了回忆时间!
在听品冠唱歌的时候我想到两个人。
一个是建华!一个是 jones!
还记得当初 jones 一开口唱歌的时候,那种感动和...不知道怎么形容的感觉,很怀念,品冠把它带回来给我了。

7月1日又要到拉!3年了。
时间过得真是几快一下。




Tuesday, June 24, 2008

superband!

最近突然开始回想起很多很多以前的东西。
昨天的 live show 让我想起木船。
想起星期一、星期四、MONster、tak (hehe)、等等等等诸如此类。

still rmb there was once, finally after being their permanent waitress for SO long, they recognised me as a person, n we went for supper at jianhua yun tun mian.
(omg i missed their gigantic fishball =D)
cant rmb wat i ate. bt still i thought it was kind enough tt they asked if i wanted supper, cos u know they took 7 mths! to recognise me as their permanent! waitress.

i was damn sad when i know tt ive missed their very last performance in ark, which lin juan came back to perform too.

i treat them as a real special dang, cos i worked their dang on my official 1st day of work.
plus remembering the angry days when im super pissed by their audience for being too adaptive and 随便 at a place tt does not belong to them, and the days tt im totally excitedly amazed by ahbeng's keyboard, and 'enjoying' their not-so-funny jokes.


remembering the days tt i worked 4 wkdays per wk together with lessons at 9am everyday, though 有一餐每一餐、sleeping 3-4hrs max a day, those were really the days, when i felt fulfilled.
the days tt i stumble over mistakes, get to realise my naiveness and stupidity, and learn.
sometimes felt sian too, but more exciting moments.
(well, unlike..)


alrite back to yesterday's live show.

超开心杂叭琅和三月有晋级!
you know how much ive always admired mark's keyboard (only) anywhere, cos when he start to put his hands on keyboard, he is god.
just as how much i have admired hwee shan's vocal and 音乐造诣 whenever she starts to sing impromptuly and super audibly in office.
就好像看某一些人的表演或听某一些人唱歌,就会有一种感觉,爽。

慧珊和 mark、杂叭琅和三月加油阿~
you re going to make it big!


可是昨天到后台的时候,感觉真的很不一样。
and it seems to be a totally different tv theatre.
a kinda strange place. the whole thing.
又是那种说不出的复杂感觉。我想我越来越不会表达了。


"eh hello! this is NOT a FANS holding area!"
nium nium nium~
neh neh neh~
wat ever~
you think i give a damn? you go hug your shit.

请原谅以上我小小的发泄。


haven had time to blog abt my experience to the Singapore Flyer.
Yes its Singapore Flyer!
muahaha was super excited abt it. ull know why after ive blogged abt it =D




Sunday, June 22, 2008

谢谢你们

刚才在收东西就找到几张照片和以前的日记,突然回想起很多中学时很多人很多事情,还有很多很多很宝贵的回忆。






谢谢你们给的欢乐时光。
希望在世界任何一角生活的我们,都可以很快乐。
晚安 =)




Tuesday, June 17, 2008

反省 ING

这则 post 跟标题其实没有很大的关系。

唯我独尊终于结束了。
心情有点复杂。
现在没心情把它打出来,所以待续。

but anyway,有结束才有开始。

最近生活变得蛮没有目标的。
眼睛睁开就是去工作。
回家不是打开电脑就是睡觉。
然后眼睛睁开又是去工作。

结论是,每天做一些有的没的的工作,让人很没动力,而且时间过的快得很没意义,很容易就这样什么都没做时间就过了。
尤其现在每天都在 mark sudoku,时间更是过得不三不四。
以后可能最好还是找一些 project base 的工作,做完就会比较有成就感,而且有结束才又开始,要不然每天都做一样的东西,没结束感觉很难再开始。



We defined every tues as the sian tuesday.
dunno y every tues is jus damn sian.
lazy to wake from bed, lazy to dress nicely, sian to work sian to eat.

而且今天 canteen 有新名字。
俊欣叫它 伤心欲绝的 canteen.


but cheer up! cos later going to watch free movie again after work =D
now, sudoku again.




Tuesday, June 10, 2008

无奈 ING

Intern 始终还是 Intern。
麻雀飞上枝头还是不会变凤凰的。


人生有的时候就是会发生很无奈的事,有的时候让人很生气,有的时候气到冒烟,有的时候却只能生闷气,有的时候知道自己没有资格生气,可是却还是很生气。

怎么办~
真的真的很生气。
可是又真的没资格生气。
这种就归类为无奈对巴。



想变凤凰?
门儿都没有。




Friday, June 6, 2008

成就感

今天是蛮有意义的一天。
上了958帝聪大哥的节目和972晓英姐的最爱下午茶。还作了父亲节的 trailer,刚刚 insert into cart wall。
感谢晓英姐请我上节目吃粽子^^
真的蛮不错吃的。

很喜欢跟 DJ 聊天,因为可以同时学到很多东西,他们说话的方式阿内容阿很多。
虽然很喜欢跟帝聪大哥说话,也很怕跟他说话,因为跟他说话的时候自己会很像一个什么都不会的笨蛋,只可以微笑跟点头,因为他懂得东西真的很多,每次听他说一次话都可以写成一篇报告了。


最近越来越喜欢(一个人)待在 Office,感觉很爽,因为感觉很 cosy,有吃的有喝的,还有沙发跟电脑,简直可以住下来了。
实习只剩九个礼拜了,虽然还是有不喜欢的地方,譬如说早上都爬不起来,我已经连续三天搭计程车了~ T_T
可是我想九个礼拜后,我还是会很想念这里的。

很喜欢星期一,也很不喜欢星期一。
but this monday is going to be a nice day.


现在要去 AMK,因为突然很想吃榴莲蛋糕,嘻~




Thursday, June 5, 2008

gd mood = gd luck?

started the day with sth bad.
didnt feel like waking up for work, woke up at 9.30 which is the time im supposed to report.
waiting for cab under the scorching sun and yet there are ppl snatching cabs from me.

but then, i met joy at the bus stop! so long~ time no see dear fren =)
It seems to be my reminiscence time these 2 days tt i kept bumping into old friends. i met sarah jus outside MediaCorp, which only after 2 mths of internship then i realised we are actually colleagues working in the same department but different stations.

新加坡小,媒体圈更小。

anyway, was discussing with bel of wat to do on last day of attachment.
shall have a intern reunion before huimei leavs MediaCorp!


back to today.
the bad luck continues when i found tt OB is closed today, which means i don have ppl for me to interview le. went to interactive theres no one too.. n i desperately needed fathers for a fathers day trailer.

THEN
my good luck comes when I saw him in the canteen!! muahah..

then i wanted fruit juice with orange n banana (quite strange rite the combi), n they really have it. how amazing.. ok tasted quite nice.

then desperately need some gd soundbytes. was thinking if i can get guo laoshi to record some soundbytes, then e nx moment i saw him in the canteen! haha thank you guo laoshi n his colleagues for helping out =)

until now everything seems quite ok.
makes me wonder.. does gd luck comes with gd mood?

Thank you for making my day today!


昨天也蛮开心的。看了功夫熊猫。
Thanks to junxin for the media pass n bel for inviting me along.

最近看的电影觉得都不错eh.
表面看起来好笑或荒谬的,都还是有很深刻的意义 between the lines.

本来对功夫熊猫没什么好感,因为预告片没有很吸引人。
好啦又是一个断章取义的误会。
是真的蛮好笑,而且我觉得做得满细腻的。
well, im very easily entertained.
虽然有很荒谬和老套的地方,荒谬的地方就给它荒谬吧,用宽一点的心来看,每一部电影都会很好看。

有些地方看了是有一点点鼻酸,那种感觉似曾相识。
希望最后我可以像熊猫一样克服我需要克服的,学到 theres actually no secret ingredient, theres just you.
或许我们需要学的,只是相信。相信自己的存在,的意义。

很喜欢电影里乌龟师傅的一句话:
“Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is mistery, today is a gift, thats why it is called the present. ”


选 Asian Cinema 是选对了,从此以后爱上看电影,总觉得每一部电影都可以给我很多启示,因为它是人想法和观念、外加一点点人生哲学、再加艺术和心血的结晶。
每看一部电影就像在看一个艺术品,很奇妙的感觉。
谢谢 Ray 老师 =)

自从学了 Video 和 Asian Cinema 后,我突然有一个小小的梦想,就是希望这一生可以拍一个自己想拍的电影,或电视剧,虽然我还没想到我想拍什么,嘿嘿...
而且,很希望跟我的好朋友一起拍,一起享受那个很辛苦的过程和最后很有成就感的结果。


最后,我最近讲话越来越不小心了。
昨天还不小心掀起一场腥风血雨。
在学着用真心说话和对待人,还真是难免跌跌撞撞。
以后说话前还是得再想想。
加油巴。





喜欢还是不喜欢

我喜欢这份工作。
我不喜欢这份工作。
我喜欢这份工作。
我不喜欢这份工作。




Wednesday, June 4, 2008

看屁看

看看看看看看什么看?!
没看过啊?!

再看把你眼睛挖出来!!




Tuesday, June 3, 2008

hurray

Found this quite interesting intepretation on omy.
the colour you liked represents wat kind of person you are.


蓝 Blue
最爱空想,害羞内向,容易一见钟情。内心的满足比物质来得重要。


黑 Black
喜欢隐藏自己的颜色,给人一种神秘的感觉。


for which i think is quite true.
shit.


刚刚趁午餐时间回学校交报告,感觉好不同,有一种很奇妙的感觉,还搭了新建的电梯。
因为感觉身份好像不一样了,已经是工作人士而不是以学生的身份,虽然我还没毕业。而且因为还要工作的关系,来回都是搭计程车,我的妈呀~
钱包大出血。

每次领薪水之后,总觉得钱消失地特别快勒,不知道都跑去哪了。


昨天硬交了期中报告后突然感觉很轻松,脚步比较轻,情绪也比较High。
而且觉得今天好像重新起跳,Refresh 了一样,真是太神奇了杰克!
只是还是有拖欠了好久的东西还瘫在那。

刚刚看了大东的部落格,有拉有那么一点的被 encourage 到。
谢谢你哦 =)

起步~走!




Monday, June 2, 2008

I broke 2 records today.
No.1, Im STILL in my office. and time now is 12.48am.
No.2, I finished a Couple meal from KFC delivery.

cos was at a roadshow at Choa Chu Kang today, then i thought i could save the time by coming back to office with ob van then do it in the office so ill not be late for interim submission.
n guess wat.
i cant finish e report, so i jus chop chop finished it jus b4 12! hooray~ im going to be on time!
BUT THEN, the stupid MeL jammed!! i couldn log in until not long ago
which means im late again. wtf.


roadshow today.
met ppl tt don really hav a brain in their head. n there r quite a no. of them. i dunno whether or not they r stupid, bt they don think! leaving us to pick up their stupid mess.
mayb we ve got to bear some responsibility but still, it cant hide the truth tt they r Stupid.
quite pissed after the roadshow.


anyway, time to cab home.
coming back to this office in 8hrs time.